A year ago, I was helping decorate for a lunch at my church with my friend Jodie. My friend, Stephanie, had lost her baby. Who would have known that one year later, I would be living that same nightmare. The nightmare that seems like one long day. I remember how horrible I felt for her and what a wreck I was. I couldn't handle walking into the chapel and seeing a picture of the most beautiful little girl in her high chair, completely covered in her lunch. I thought of how I would feel if I had lost my Avery, who was a few months younger. My heart ached so badly for her parents who were dealing with this tragedy and loss of such a sweet little girl. The funeral was one I would never forget. Stephanie and John gave the most inspiring talks I had ever heard. They made me want to be a better mom to my kids. I was so jealous of their strength and their testimonies of the gospel of Jesus Christ.
Their experience, I felt most definitely helped prepare me for what was about to happen in my life.
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I don't know how parents are able to even function through the normal everyday duties after losing a brand new baby. I watch from down the street in awe!
I never thanked you for letting me be a part of that day. The day after losing your precious baby as you held him in your arms with your little ones gathered around. It was such a sweet moment and I could feel the spirit so strong.
I'm here for you whenever you need me, day or night. Just a few doors down.
I just want you to know that I want to be like you when I grow up. I love you and will never be able to repay you for the example that you are to me.
i love you.
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